fuh,finally i got this free time to update my blog. Thank God. This week is really really a hectic and i am quiet tired as hell. even my brain cannot functioning well. I'v been hit with lot lot n lot of workload and its quiet heavy for me to handle. yet, luckily, and Alhamdulillah, now, and at this very moment, I am thankul, especially to Syuk, for lending me her hand when i am really needs one. Thank you , syuk. And for this week, i had..
finished my FYP progress report and submitted it yesterday (11/09 - a day early before the due, today - 12/09)
get my MN lab report done
completing my MN assignment #3 successfully
perform completely on my case study lab for group IACS
done my assignment on IACS..
submitting the Graduation Audit 2009 to Exam Unit ( i do count this as a work load since i need to go through every subject that i'v done..)
having my test IACS just now!!! yoorrrayy!! [ even tho i know that i might not get good result, yet, im relief tht i'ts over ]
honestly, this week really stressed me out. oya, forgot, there's actually one more things to be submitted, which is my ppcs group project, but luckily the due has been extend to next week. *sigh*
n , the more stressing thing was.. now my room no longer occupied by two person, there is an extra intruder coming in, a CAT. Shit, i dun like it. Personally, i dun like it. My friends who knows me well should know this much clearer. It jus bcoz my romate would like to keep one, she did mention this beforehand, and i am really disagree and quiet upset and worry. bcoz i dont like cat.i though she just saying what she thought, in the mean time i am hoping that she wouldnt keeping her word. I am really worried. hundred times i told my self not to be paranoid, and what she said, is just a saying. not turning it into reality. but my paranoia becomes true, and i am not dreaming. she just bought a cat last wednesday. i am quiet shock, coz i dint thought this could happen.all along, i thought amongs place in utp, my room would be the safest place to be, but now, my room no longer safe for me. i am just to worried and hated to think bout what would happen. i am becoming more and more stress this way. I just couldnt say no, bcouz its people's right to what to do, as long as not crossing the line. n i mention to her, she can keep it, as long as the cat wouldnt be in the room when i am eating, nor sleeping. and not coming to my table or my area. i dun like to have any trace of the cat, not even a trace to be honest!! but i dont know y i jz cant say it. i am too stupid when it comes to this. i alwiz hv this second thought. thought such 'i dunt want to raised any problems with anyone', 'i dun want they hate me for what i do' and such such.. i hate this part of me. i alwiz think on their position into situation 1st, and suffered my self inside along. :'( and i hate my ' want to be perfect and a good people to my friends' part of me. this part of me just making me more worst inside.
and yesterday, i am staying at Syuk's room, couz i am not really really ready for this sudden changes. i dont want to stress up my mind which already in a mess, due to the workload and test, and in the mean time, i need to worry bout the blooody cat? i wont comment more . it just feeling sux. and i dun like it. in straight word, i hate it. i miss my fams. even at home, if there's a cat, my fams will keep it away from me. uh. i dont know. miss my buddies and all. how i wish there a more people with respect like my buddies. its not i am saying that people's around me din not respek me, but it just that, bout respecting each other privacy and all. bcoz we living in a sharing communities. my roomate would say that, she'l watch for the cat, yet,still thinking, till when she going to keep her promised. i just din hate the most. i even personally, hate whoever asking why i dont like cat and all all.. if i say i just dont like it, dont even to bother asking the same q all over again. that's annoying. eeii mr parkker!! =(
i cant wait to go back home for raya. cant bear with this anymore. i might ended mentally disturbed if i think lots lots more bout this bloody stuff. lots and lots more beneficial things for me to worried bout. whatever it is, aja-aja hwaiting far!!
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